• December 2008
• January 2009
• February 2009
• March 2009
• June 2009
• July 2009
• August 2009
• September 2009
• October 2009

what did i do,
did i not care enough?
did i not treat you well enough?
or did i not love you enough?
I try so hard to,
suffering in silence everyday.
Can't eat my dinner every night,
can't even sleep properly just worrying about you.
I swore there wasn't a day i did not think of you.
All that i did, and all i ever wanted was for you too be happy,
i didn't ask for anything in return except your care.
was that too much to ask for..?
Your heart was never with me, at all.
But i will never break my promise,
which was to love and care for you, no matter what.
My only regret was not loving cherishing you more enough when i could.
Tears flow down as i write this.
I'm so hurt beyond words..